My mother used to say: did you shave your legs? No? What if you have a car accident and the doctors need to see your legs? You would be embarrassed. I’ve never cared.
Today I shaved my legs. Mom, You and I won’t be embarrassed if someone fucked me or I died in an accident.
It’s my birthday.
I feel sad. I wanna cry.
I don’t feel loved.
I am tired of crumbs.
I just wanted to be loved.
I even tried to be someone else my parents preferred.
But truly I just wanted to be accepted as I am.
Happy birthday to myself.
I’m 45 years young. Before yesterday night I had a sudden irritation. It was so strong that I felt my skin like a porcupine. Yesterday night I had 3 hot flashes. Is it a sign of menopause?
#menopause