Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵

An ordinary person who loves simping vtuber and football • Fan of Liverpool FC

#YNWA #FreePalestine

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

Totally fucking GOATed 10/10 album, thx for Eva Ananova, she's really quite something 🤟🤟🤟

To Die For, Practice Makes Permanent, and No Monument to Mourning are my top three songs

[Eva Ananova 🎸🩵 SVP @EvaAnanova]

and i hope you can heal from the things you don’t talk about!

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

Best year ever :))

[Words @itswords_]

take me back pls

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

Me, literally

[kage @sukikage_]

how it feels

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

How "nerd" are you?

wears glasses: sometimes (for fashion style)
braces: nope
reads comics: yes
listens to Japanese music: yes
reads or watches anime: yes
likes fnaf: yes
plays lol: nope
plays genshin: nope
good at math/science: nope
writes or reads fanfic: yes

[Kebun Stroberi @serandani]

How "nerd" are you?

wears glasses: yes
braces: since junior high school until senior high school (gigiku tonggos cuk gegara ngedot)
reads comics: digitally
listens to Japanese music: YES
reads or watches anime: YES
likes fnaf: no
plays lol: no
plays genshin: no
good at math/science: YESSSSSSS
writes or reads fanfic: 😏

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

That's why gw (mostly) ga akan nonton persona baru dari vtuber yg baru graduate/rebranding klo gw nonton mereka pas di persona lama mereka, karena ya simply sesuka itu aja sama Persona lama yg ditinggalin wkwkwkwk

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

Mungkin mindset gw dalam simping vtuber itu old school dan outdated ya, tapi ntah kenapa gw kayak ga bisa seenjoy itu nonton vtuber (siapapun itu) yg reinkarnasi/rebranding dari persona dia yg sebelumnya wkwkwk

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

Karena menurut gw pribadi, sebuah persona vtuber yg terdiri model karakter + VA yg ngisi itu satu kesatuan yg ga bisa ditinggalin salah satunya, jadi klo VA-nya ga ngisi karakter itu lagi ya menurut gw persona karakter itu dah meninggal dunia aja dan ga akan ada lagi

[KODY @DiedraS6726]

new friend 🕷️

#SpiderManBrandNewDay #SpiderMan

[Eva Ananova 🎸🩵 SVP @EvaAnanova]

this has got to be one of the best things about the album the transition scratches my brain so good

[HAHINGANG ❗❗ @hahingang_]

SukoHardjo 🔥

[Eva Ananova 🎸🩵 SVP @EvaAnanova]

"No Monument to Mourning"

A song about acceptance of what happened, and that you can heal and find beauty in the pain you've gone through.

[Eva Ananova 🎸🩵 SVP @EvaAnanova]

My debut album "To Die For" is OUT NOW!

Prepare for super long sappy post, also incredibly vulnerable...

Before I became a vtuber, I was very involved with the music industry and was pursuing music. The metalcore / post-hardcore / hardcore scenes meant a lot to me.

I gave up in 2023. I quit the industry and accepted that I would give up on my dreams. That industry led me through a lot of dark times, and I went through several traumatic experiences trying to live my dream.

I'll never forget, October of 2023 I quite literally had to be rescued from being held hostage. For two weeks straight I couldn't get out of bed, I didn't eat, couldn't sleep from nightmares and I was at my lowest point.

I gave up playing guitar, I gave up trying to learn how to sing, I gave up photographing, I gave up everything to do with music.

It's been a long journey of healing since then and re-kindling my passion for music. I never really felt like I would ever "heal", but writing this album genuinely healed me.

The last song I wrote was "No Monument to Mourning". It just came to me. Transient was my first song I released as Eva Ananova and it was an angry song full of hatred towards those who put me through horrible things. I wanted this song to resemble accepting what happened and learning to find the beauty in things that might not be perceived positively.

Once I finished recording for this song, and reflected on it (+ all of the other things I had been working on), I realized I have healed.

I've returned my passion for music, I started loving photography again, and I was able to view the progress I've made as an individual. I don't have nightmares anymore, and honestly I don't think about the past very often.

This album walks you through the journey of my personal struggles and how I've learned to accept and overcome what's happened.

I'll go more in depth about each song another day, but I hope if you're struggling that it can bring you a sense of peace and maybe help you find that light at the end of the tunnel.

I can't stop thinking about the time I recently spent with SVP. I don't know how people perceive me but I was told I am a very happy and smiley person. This kind of stuck with me, because I remember where I was at a few years ago, and I would've never considered myself to be happy at all.

I used to think it would never get better, but it does. I am proud that I was able to write about my struggles and create art.

I hope you cherish this release as much as I do.

[DASORiYAL @dasoriyal]

Ternotis senpai @indahkus , terimakasih udah mampir 🥹🙏 谢谢❤️‍🔥

[⋆˚࿔ Noa Lunewyn 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ 🍰🎀 @NoaLunewynVT]

uhhhhmnn...
Aku mau react cover/orisong vtuber so plsssss drop lagu kalian atau oshi kalian di komen ✨✨
Gonna hype all of that tomorrow jam 2 WIB.
Waiting room menyusul!! 🥺🥺

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

@NoaLunewynVT Oshi gw yg nyanyi wkwkwk
https://t.co/eiEFuQL6Ax

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

@virtualternativ Awwigado sepuh pakar 🙏

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

Quarter life crisis

[LetThatSinkIn @emviipee]

“Nobody’s Home” - (Avril Lavigne)

[Lupus- 🐱🐦🎧🦊🤟🩵 @Lupus_208]

@catfeesh_as Awwigadooo