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minors dni
@ashlyninstereo

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

what are you still doing here

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

everyone in my server is flirting with each other and I get left out of it. I've been locked out of my own house and I'm looking in the window watching everyone have fun without me

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

i low-key miss when people hated me

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

sometimes i think about the fact that the owner of one of the biggest trans servers is a lolicon groomer

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

you know maybe I should kill myself actually. maybe a jump will flush her out

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

what's a 4am doomscroll without severe yearning

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

i still miss you sometimes. I know I shouldn't. I hate that feeling

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

hundreds of new friends and I still feel really fucking alone

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

I'm ruining it I'm ruining it I'm ruining it I'm ruining it

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

living is too hard can I just blast myself in the forehead or something

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

and there's still pieces of her in my life. in expensive CDs and plushies and gifts and pins and liked songs and playlists

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

im kinda glad the person who wants to better me doesn't have this account because I don't have the heart to tell her that I feel like I'm drowning in a couple inches of water because I'm still mourning a relationship that ended like 4/5 months ago

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

I'm scared

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

i hate seeing that bridge picture because it just makes me so sad and angry

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

I'm too scared to post this on main but my tadc fixation has made me have pomni sex dreams and idk how to feel about it

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

I am happy again thank god

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

i hate guilt. I hate having it.

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

@ANONIXRECOVERY hahahahahahahaha 🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

at the end of 2025 we said that 2026 was our year.

so far, in 2026, that person left me for good and cut all contact. I had my discord account suspended permanently. i was banned from two different servers i had genuine connections in. i have loved and lost so many people.

[lyn 🌹 @LynuxOS]

i could quit if i wanted
and i know i'm never good at goodbyes
some life thinking that i could get it right
and i could quit if i wanted
and last time you said you'd always be around
so where are you now?