L's big L

call me L or espy.

hw:200 CW: 🐳 ugw:95 lb/43kg

[Nick @Balder998]

Expecting validation from others is what holds you back.
Stop giving a fuck.

[L's big L @LyraMuir]

A single sour cream and onion potato chip and probably a gallon of liquor. Girl dinner. I have alcohol poisoning 💅

[L's big L @LyraMuir]

How fucked is it to think that if I have to get my uterus removed I'll permanently lose the weight from it. I hate being disordered

[L's big L @LyraMuir]

@tishyastarves Thank you, I have an appointment next week with an oncologist to see what's going on 💕

[L's big L @LyraMuir]

Was in hospital. Might have ovarian cancer. Idk how to feel. Being self destructive has never seemed so stupid. I need help.

[L's big L @LyraMuir]

I am so fucking hungover oh no

[L's big L @LyraMuir]

Not even that sad just want to talk to somebody My friends don't understand eating disorderland

[L's big L @LyraMuir]

Someone should like message me or something lol I'm going to regret posting stupid shit like this when I wake up tomorrow but I don't even care lmfao

[L's big L @LyraMuir]

Have you ever eaten something drunk? Because I have, and it usually tastes better than when it does sober lol.. chocolate bar yucky... Sadness, suicide

[L's big L @LyraMuir]

Time for peach Moscato in the shower

[L's big L @LyraMuir]

@asianmetabolism Ily, that's the answer I needed

[L's big L @LyraMuir]

Do I wanna use the rest of my cal allowance on wine?

[Lagrima @LagrimaJ4ponesa]

this picture haunts me to this day

[ali👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 @scissorsapphic8]

Can I blame ovulation anymore or am I really just a pervert

[lucille 🎐 @breathefreely0]

if i don’t die, im gonna be sooo skinny

[anne ⁠♡ @yogbuni]

maybe if i was skinnier people would treat me better

[Juju 🖤❗️ ASK 2 DM ❗️ @deathlyjuju]

had a dream I killed myself but then I woke up

[Mark Trezona of shedtwt @hiltsgasalms1]

How adults who smoke 3+ packs a day look at you when they see your self harm scars

[glitrbnnuy🧁 @michelethebnnuy]

when you realize you wasted calories on a meal that wasn’t even good

[kala @yurilured]

at what bmi do i look like a skinny girl dressing baggy and not fat girl hiding her body core