elle ❨

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

just turned 20 and i think im gonna start this new chapter of my life with a full blown relapse 🥳

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

i love purging so much i need to cut that habit ASAP

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

currently thinking abt the 150 cal whole pizza i made when i was deep in my ed DAMN

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

having an ed in college sucks cuz everyone just walks in on your disordered shit

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

relapsed against motherfuckers! tired of it man

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

if the world wants me to stop taking drugs they should stop making them so damn good

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

i rly deserve to die unfortunately

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

my friends poured my alcohol

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

i love college cuz even when i want to break my fast im too lazy to go all the way to the dining hall this shit is too easy

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

i just heard this girl purging in the stall next to me who lives like right next door to me should i say smtg like obvi i shouldn’t but should i

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

went to a party and a bunch of people said i look like a tim burton character 🙌🙌🙌🙌

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

like i thought i was stressed out but my heart rate is at an all time low basically so im happy again

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

it’s such a good thing that i’m a little baby child bitchass picky eater cuz food is gross

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

hyper fixations are the best thing ever like eating is not a single possible thought on my mind im doing my 42nd puzzle go away

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

to the bone is so triggering cuz like they ended the movie and she was still the skinniest little thing and she didn’t even die!!!! 🥳 like other ed movies aren’t as triggering cuz ppl die and you’re like shit… but she was straight chilling as ana as can be

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

also i rly miss my emo phase like im emo on the down low now but i used to look cool but now there’s just so many different things mannnn

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

i’m just really sad cuz i can’t be a hippie and a goth at the exact same time which is rly unfortunate for me

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

alright time to put on my fitbit and remind myself that it’s panic and not a heart attack

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

i’m so SICK AND TIRED of being this mentally ill like it’s getting be so embarrassing

[elle ❨ @M00NSP0]

i have a problem and i am in deep deep trouble