Wow its been a year since I last posted, a lot has happened, I've discovered I enjoy tarot as a form of mediation, I've embraced both paganism and @ChurchofSatan for true independence and hailing thyself. Also learnt Manifesting is huge.
I have recurring dreams of telling my religious mum that don't believe in God anymore, It's something I've still not resolved and I doubt I ever will but I hate how she makes all my successes God's wins. I find it incredibly disrespectful.
Just done my very first #tarot reading, for the energies of my day.
1. The Chariot Reversed- I'm feeling lack of control & no purpose
2. 4 of Swords- a period of calm, I need to take breaks and think before action is made
3. 2 of Cups- A feeling of togetherness and communication
There are some days when life does seem to connect, when things happening aren't just coincidences, my mother would call it God but I don't like giving it a name, does that mean I have no control, no free will, what about the shit stuff that happens?
@DarkMoonMuse Thank you for replying! I've actually purchased some tarot cards for myself, I've always been fascinated by them so I wanted to give it a try. From what I'm learning it's amazing how diverse spiritually is, not just one road like most nornal religions are. Thank you π₯°