https://t.co/FPif8QvWNE DECENDANTS OF EDGAR ALLEN POE, AND THEY DESERVE A SPOTLIGHT!..."Never Free"
I keep ruining everything it seems
All my hopes, all of my dreams
Somethings wrong inside of me
From the depths controlling me
Something is dark and very twisted
I tried fight it but cant resist it
Each time I think I've gotten past it
It comes right back just like magic
Its inside just beneath the surface
I wonder if the fight is worth this
I try again only to be defeated
constant pain to be repeated
Try to break free, try to win
But it keeps seething from within
I want to run, I want to flee
But I cant out run whats inside of me
Cant control, cant see it clear
Sabotage myself out of fear
Maybe I shouldn't even bother
Give up the search for another
Of coarse you cant hear me screaming
Whats left is barely breathing
Locked inside conforming to this
Being swallowed by the dark abyss
Cant reach out from this rusty cage
Might taint you with my twisted black rage
Don't want you to be infected
Forever ridiculed and rejected
Don't reach out for this dying soul
Chaos cleverly disguised as control
You will only see the truth inside me
Scared to feel, scared to even be
Just leave me, just release me
Before you see whats eating at me
Rather leave you in my wake than hurt you
Rather leave you behind than use you
Why cant I just get free......
From these things inside me
Drowning in anguish deep as a river
Locked in self hate forever
The things I have always wanted
Caged by demons to be confronted
Love locked up without a key
Crucified and never free
-m0rt1s-
"Honor"
If I say i will
Then I truly mean it
If I say I do
Then I truly feel it
If I admit fault
Then admit I am the source
If I say I am sorry
Then I truly feel remorse
When I say I will be there
Then I fully intend to be
If I happen to not make it
It wont be because of me
If I say I will listen
Then you shall have my ear
If I say you can count on me
Then you have nothing to fear
If I offer a shoulder
It is because I care
If I cry with you
Then it's a pain we share
If I borrow what is not mine
I will bring it back on time
If I say I will have my share
I will have every single dime
If I say I will help
Then that is what I mean to do
If I say I don't mind
You can believe that it's true
You can have the shirt off my back
And the shoes off my feet
but my word is the one thing
I can give and still keep
-m0rt1s- CHARLIE HAD HONOR.
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