Moth

• goth moth • vent acct • MINORS DNI • HW 184 • GW 107 • birth year starts with 19 • not new to this

[Moth @M0th_bll]

Redoing my Intro!
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Hi I'm Moth!

☥birthday starts with a 19
☥ minors and non-edtwt DNI
☥ BED and ana
☥pro-recovery
☥not new to this or this side of twt
☥autistic but goth variant
☥ kemetic pagan

[Moth @M0th_bll]

Guys im panicking about my cals today. I have so much anxiety bc the last time I overate I went back up to 180 for 3 days and I cant believe I just did It again im so upset

[Moth @M0th_bll]

July accountability thread! 🦇༉‧₊˚.
BC and weight log

[Moth @M0th_bll]

170s BITCHESSSS!! Out of the 180s 😭🥲

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@venusindiet Yes please!

[Moth @M0th_bll]

Stuck at 176.5!!
This suckssss

[Moth @M0th_bll]

Cals today and I wanna kms
I try to stay under 1k

[Moth @M0th_bll]

I turn off as many lights as I can whenever I shower
I dont like being reminded of the way my body looks so I avoid feeling exposed.
I already feel every ounce of fat on my, its like I can feel it just sitting there, taking up space and weighing me down
I dont want to look

[Moth @M0th_bll]

I just blocked a 13teen yr old on here...I feel so...sick? Uncomfortable? At the thought of another child being involved in EDs, but ESPECIALLY to be in the online space...it breaks my heart honestly

[Moth @M0th_bll]

@persimmongirl1 Its so common for abuse survivors to consciously or unconsciously want to make themselves "unappealing" to their abuser, plus turning to food as a comfort , i get it I had similar reasons when I developed bed

[Moth @M0th_bll]

@fadingliv Mental illness and EDs dont just go away once you have a kid

[Moth @M0th_bll]

@elderisback 1000cals is my absolute max , if my steps are over 10k then I'll be okay with 1.2k

[Moth @M0th_bll]

Ive said this forever Anyone who feels the need to fake a mental illness is absolutely mentally ill and needs help!!
Being trolls just makes it worseeeeee

[sexy sosa @choiminhodiet]

i don’t think anyone necessarily larps an ed the way yall are understanding it
if someone desperately wishes they didn’t eat or that they purged their food or that they were underweight i wonder what that could possibly indicate!

[Moth @M0th_bll]

@okaykay5678 I love American spirits, esp the organic ones, but idk if they are available outside of the US

[Moth @M0th_bll]

Guys im gonna kms
I had ONE binge this week, and now the scale isnt moving even tho I heavily restricted to try to cal bank
Wtf is going on
Im gonna cry

[Moth @M0th_bll]

@starvingsilver "If ur depressed just stop!!"

[Moth @M0th_bll]

@emmmmyloses I love apples 😭 esp super crisp, cold, crunchy pink lady apples

[Moth @M0th_bll]

I might get eaten alive for this
But
I feel like with the increase in ppl coming here that are in it for weightloss or aren't necessarily disordered
We aren't helping our case by using terms like "sw", "honeymoon phase" or "locking in"
Ik what we intend
But other pll wouldn't

[Moth @M0th_bll]

@venusindiet Well now im suspicious

[Moth @M0th_bll]

@lattelila I would have loved to 😭 it's too hot and there's a ton of wildfire smoke

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@starvingsilver Lol I liteally just twt this yesterday bc I find using sw weird

[Moth @M0th_bll]

@creampufkitty Im 30

[Moth @M0th_bll]

Im so scared to weigh myself this morning bc of my binge last night