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๐pinneret . . .
newest addition to the spider - society .
( a canon divergent portrayal of two canon characters . )
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" you're not well, peter . it's not safe for you to be doing this ! " she was hypocritical . she couldn't tell him to stop being spider-man โ she knew he couldn't .
but she was blindsided . she didn't want him to be hurt .
" how could you ? what about may !? or me !? "
" you said i could take any sweater , right ? " mj calls into the hall , though she doesn't wait for an answer .
she knew despite what he said she'd end up taking a sweater anyways , because his were just * so much more comfortable than hers .
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@WEBSL1NGR her heart drops to her stomach . he admitted it . he admitted to being spider-man โ all while being sick ?
how could he do this to himself ?
" i don't care about the lying ! " she stands suddenly , forgetting about her own dishonest identity .
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" it's not about the poster . i did find something in your room , though . in your closet . "
she squeezes her eyes shut . " you're spider-man , aren't you ? "
@WEBSL1NGR god , okay . so they were really doing it , huh ?
she often wondered how she'd tell peter she was spinneret . maybe after a fight , or he'd catch her , or something .
this was so unromantic .
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reaching out , she grabbed a handful of popcorn , tossing it into her mouth . " you're the best , " she beams at him .
trying her best to focus on the movie while figuring out how to talk to him about the suit . .
@WEBSL1NGR visibly deflating when he drops the subject , mj allows herself to nuzzle into his arm , a small smile gracing her lips .
he was so warm , she always loved cuddling with him .
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she squeezes her eyes shut , mouthing a curse word before she turns to look at him .
" i'm fine . why wouldn't i be ? " she smiles , albeit unconvincingly โ she was supposed to be an actress , god โ at him .
" let's just watch the movie . "
@WEBSL1NGR meera settles next to him , about to lean into his comforting frame when he speaks .
fuck .
she should've known she couldn't hide anything about her from him . she never could โ he knew her too well .
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" we've watched this movie a thousand times , we all know what the good part is , " she says as she approaches him , hopping on the couch and leaning against him .
trying to pretend like everything's normal โโ like she wasn't totally panicking on the inside .
@WEBSL1NGR meera swallows thickly , quickly tossing a bunch of sweaters over the suit . she'd deal with that later โโ not that she knew how to do that .
tugging the sweater over her head , she walked back to peter , mouth feeling dryer than usual .
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hundreds of thoughts ran through her mind , with one specific one being the standout . then , his voice calls out to her , and she's snapped out of this trance .
" sorry . your closet's super messy , but i got one ! " she calls back , cringing at how her voice wavers .
@WEBSL1NGR mj's lost in thought for a long time , swallowing thickly as she takes in the familiar red and blue . the red and blue that made her heart flutter everytime she saw it approach .
how the hell did peter have it ? it can't be . it cannot be possible .
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rummaging through her closet , she grabs a grey hoodie , lifting it , spotting a red one underneath . tilting her head to the side , she lifts it . he didn't have a red hoodie as far as she knew โโ
oh , this isn't a hoodie . * oh . oh no .
i slept a total of two full hours in the last three days. i woke up drenched in my cold sweat and i can't stop the shakes hallucinating thoughts of you.