@drunmss she stares up at him for a second , debating making the same proposition she gave grey , but she gives up before she says it and gets to her feet , squeezing his arm softly .
“ goodnight , wyatt . thanks for reminding me i’m not an unlovable creature . ”
@drunmss she’s glad the lights are low and the flush of her cheeks is easily blamed on the alcohol that she takes another sip of .
“ i think i’m gonna call it a night . crawl into bed alone with the cat . ”
@drunmss the music blasting from gray’s speaker makes her wonder if she heard him right and she turns her head , their noses millimetres away from each other .
“ you’re such a dork , wyatt . said with all the love in the world . . thank you . ”
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@drunmss “ i don’t just mean in a conventional , you’re my friend so i have to agree you’re hot sort of way . ” she laughs and raises her brows at him .
“ i mean like . . we’re strangers . you see me in a bar , we get chatting . am i hot then ? in another universe . ”
@drunmss “ oh , and you’re dad ? ” she finally , * finally cracks a smile , her eyes glinting with amusement as she peers over at him through thick lashes .
“ wyatt , i’m going to ask you something and i need you to not make it weird . am i hot ? like , if we weren’t friends . ”
@drunmss “ nothing’s going on . ” she speaks then hesitates , eyeing him and his lovably dumb golden retriever expression .
“ i’m lonely . i spend so much time taking care of everyone else that no one takes care of me . ”
@drunmss “ right , ” she drops her hands to her lap , picking harshly at the skin around her fingertips in her attempt to distract from the god awful shit going on her mind .
“ just got to wait , i guess . ”
@drunmss “ maybe i want meaningless sex . ” she laughs and presses her fingers into her temples , letting her eyes close for a second . “ but i don’t trust people enough to let them close enough . ”
@drunmss “ fine . undesirable , then . ” she changes her wording , bringing her knees up to her chest and resting her chin there .
“ i’m too tightly wound for a hookup and even gray rejected me . i’m a joke . ”
@drunmss “ it’s everything , wy . ” she rolls her eyes and finally turns to look at him , honeyed eyes softer than ever .
“ you won’t get it because you’re a human ray of sunshine , but it’s fucking hard being unlovable . ”
@drunmss “ nothing , ” she shrugs and folds her arms around herself , biting the inside of her cheek .
“ i’m just not having as good a time as i thought . ”