casper.

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[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ life is unfair.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ the only fairness is in death.

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ☆ #ADWDrp ☆ #MVRp ☆
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[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

"You always knew it was a risk."

In his eyes he's not an idiot for that.

"They'll all be happy to see you, you know that."

[➙ 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀 @ARMED_PUP]

[ That managed to make him chuckle now. Even like this, he's sure Lyra would never change. ]

„Pfff, yeah. I really am an idiot for not being more careful, if you think about it.

At least this is just temporary.
Just fear coming back will be awkward.”

[—— 0213 ! @V4MPSCYTHE]

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[ # 0213 ! ] 𝐑𝐎𝐗
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[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

"It's not, if they're ever ready, they'll tell you about it ."

He wouldn't go behind their back. Ever.

"If they could, they'd tell you you have nothing to apologize for face to face, and probably call you an idiot."

[➙ 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀 @ARMED_PUP]

„It's not?”

[ Oddly enough, Jon seemed surprised at that. Guess there's still much to learn about their loved ones ]

„Well . . . Then I hope they know that I'm sorry for my death being such a brutal one.
I don't know what's left of me, still — I don't want to know, honestly.”

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

"They would, because you're friends. They respect the dead. You included, and while your death is different it's a death nonetheless. And while it's not my place to go into details, it's not the first time they've lost a friend, doesn't mean they're numb to it, of course."

[➙ 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀 @ARMED_PUP]

„I do know that, yeah.
Wouldn't be surprised if Lyra, just . . . Doesn't want to work on me.

I mean, imagine having to come to work and you see your best friend lying on the table — at least I hope we're best friends.
. . . Fuck, I really am starting to miss them.”

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

"I'll talk to them as soon as I figure out to."

What a situation...

"That's not something I can confirm or deny, but Lyra is one. I'm sure you know that."

[➙ 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀 @ARMED_PUP]

„Mmh, I thought so . . .”

[ A pause, blowing some of that cigarette smoke away before taking another huff. To the void it goes, just like himself. ]

„I do wonder if /any/ mortician here even wants to take care of my body. Nobody wants to handle a serial killer, I think.”

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

".. Not yet. I don't know how to bring it up to them."

And normally, he can be blunt. But not now.

[➙ 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀 @ARMED_PUP]

„Ah.”

[ No hesitation to flick the rest of ash from his cigarette before placing it back to where his lips would be. ]

„And? Anything new regarding my body?”

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

"sunshine.."

[𝕲𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐈 ╱ 𝕸𝐚𝐤𝐫𝐢𝐬 @grimsvnshine]

“ .. sweetie ~”

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

"no."

[𝕲𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐈 ╱ 𝕸𝐚𝐤𝐫𝐢𝐬 @grimsvnshine]

“ caaasper, c’moooon.”

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

covering the camera. loser.

[𝕲𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐈 ╱ 𝕸𝐚𝐤𝐫𝐢𝐬 @grimsvnshine]

“ say that to my phone’s camera..”

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

"i'm not- blushing."

[𝕲𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐈 ╱ 𝕸𝐚𝐤𝐫𝐢𝐬 @grimsvnshine]

“ you are so cute when you’re blushing.”

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

(///)

[𝕲𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐈 ╱ 𝕸𝐚𝐤𝐫𝐢𝐬 @grimsvnshine]

“ that’s why i love you.”

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

"i am the best of the best, after all."

[𝕲𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐈 ╱ 𝕸𝐚𝐤𝐫𝐢𝐬 @grimsvnshine]

“ mmh ~ my little grim reaper always so responsible.”

[ leaning over is own arm, smiling warmly. ]

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

(ruffling his hair.)

"you know i have to come and go. the calls will still happen."

[𝕲𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐈 ╱ 𝕸𝐚𝐤𝐫𝐢𝐬 @grimsvnshine]

“ i know — i just went back to our old chats at the chat rooms when u used to facecall me..”

[ giggling. ]

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

not my name, sunshine

[𝕲𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐈 ╱ 𝕸𝐚𝐤𝐫𝐢𝐬 @grimsvnshine]

@MESSORPARVUS …. steve.

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

(he's back. he would've returned sooner but duty calls and all that.)

Hey.

[➙ 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀 @ARMED_PUP]

[ Waiting for @MESSORPARVUS to return — at least he can smoke in purgatory. ]

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

(he's okay with that. as long as he's comfortable. kissing his forehead.)

[𝕲𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐈 ╱ 𝕸𝐚𝐤𝐫𝐢𝐬 @grimsvnshine]

[ nuzzling their hand, huffing softly while wrapping a leg around his.. Trapped. ]

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

(feeling his hair.. letting him sleep.)

[𝕲𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐈 ╱ 𝕸𝐚𝐤𝐫𝐢𝐬 @grimsvnshine]

[ snoring the morning away… cuddled up over @MESSORPARVUS chest. ]

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

"I'll pass it on. And stop by from time to time. I'll try and make sure you come back as soon as possible."

[➙ 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀 @ARMED_PUP]

„ . . .

Tell 'em not to blame themselves.
Message for all of them, really.

Especially Travis, if you manage to find him. I bet he ran off — I hope he's okay.”

[casper. @MESSORPARVUS]

"She is taking it hard. But she has support."

. . .

"Anything you want me to pass on? I'll tell Sunshine."

[➙ 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀 @ARMED_PUP]

„ . . . That's good to know.
I /really/ hope she isn't taking this as hard as I fear she is.
She's my world — don't even want to think of her in any pain.

. . .

You can leave, I'll try and see if I can smoke here. Seeya.”