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ᅠᅠpoetry and excerpts from the writer's mental abyss....
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[` @METANOICAL]

enemies to lovers will always be my favorite because i too want someone to look at me and see me all my filth and flaws and still choose to love me.

[` @METANOICAL]

the sheer embarrassment of trying to ask for something knowing fully well they won't be able to provide but you have to hope against hope that it'll be different but alas it's not and you're discarded by the roadside, dirty and trodden. and you're choking yourself.

[sammm ☆ @onlysammms]

and the grief of unlearning it all

[love drops @lovedropx]

— Virginia Woolf

[ً. @abhorarchive]

mother, i have pasts inside of me i did not bury properly. some nights, you daughter tears herself apart yet heals in the morning.

[love drops @lovedropx]

— Franz Kafka, from Letters To Milena

[ً. @abhorarchive]

he felt warm and familiar. he felt solid and safe. i wanted to cling to his shirt, bury my face in the warm curve of his neck ﹠ never let go.

[ً. @abhorarchive]

god rest my soul, i miss who i used to be.

[` @METANOICAL]

narcissism befits you ; selfishness becomes you ; conceit is your adage ; ego , your compulsion . having lost all autonomy to your psyche , what must now become of your self-centered desires ?

[` @METANOICAL]

there are times i sit and curse my hands for things they can create. because if it's never to reach you, what use is creation anyways.

[ً. @abhorarchive]

this isn't about you anymore, and maybe it never was. you realise not for the first time that he's not a god or a king, he's a man, he's a boy, and he's wounded just like you and desperate to fill that tortured hole, just like you.

[` @METANOICAL]

mother , you're filling the room up with negative energy and forcing my helplessness to take a corner . disappointment is the reigning monarch of our sordid kingdom and mutineers , mutineers , mutineers everywhere .

[` @METANOICAL]

how are some people ao graceful when dealing with mental illness? i feel like I'm always crashing and spilling apart at the seams.

[` @METANOICAL]

https://t.co/zaZoOv7mlN

[` @METANOICAL]

i want to belong to someone. i want to be wanted. i want to be craved and yearned for. i want someone to think they can't breathe when im not there. i want to be held so tightly i forget the coldness of loneliness and separation. i want i want i want.

[` @METANOICAL]

it always returns... the sadness.

[` @METANOICAL]

this cave has begun to echo; the silent screams, the tormented agony is all i know

[` @METANOICAL]

i buy books but write nothing; yearning to be understood but never daring to speak.

[` @METANOICAL]

breaking up is so unreal because how are we not talking to each other ever again when i know your deepest, darkest fears, all your habits and that specific way you make your ramen.