@6YPXAH_HOBWNH I baked some bread this morning after a long time and it feels like finding a water well after crossing a desert (barely eating anything for weeks)
I use about a liter of vodka per week, not for drinking I just like to spray all my belongings each time I come home and walls of my home regularly to disinfect / exorcise evil spirits
It's perfect, reveals what humans, and all animals really are all about. This is like the deepest shit hidden somewhere deep in lizard brain, finally taking form from the subconscious into the popular imagination
@VERYKOOLLUKEY Same, literally 0% of the high, I don't even relax anymore from it, but all the downsides are here and stronger
Glad I had zero restraint for alcohol when I was younger and just naturally got bored of it, so I didn't miss out on anything
@oppaitekcore "stopped seeking friends and have made more because of it"
How did that happen or is it just synchronicities that you can't explain?
I really feel like it's just RNG that you sort of affect via your own internal state yeah
@oppaitekcore I hath realized thee should not even try, just do what you like and put your focus to it and kindred souls might seek you out, just making friends for the sake of making friends may be an endeavor of folly. That Carl Jung quote or something