Got denied for Kick Partner today yet meeting the fast track requirements.
Second time btw and this was another copy pasted template.
Pretty disappointed to say the least.
I guess having 12.5 million subs for 7 years means nothing 🤣🤣
I'm tired of bein' broken, I'm sick of feelin' hopeless
Way down here at my lowest
At the end of my rope, at the end of my rope
So, what do I do?
So, what do I do?
What do I do?
I've been standin' in the rain, just tryna stay dry
I was so ashamed to be in this seat 'til I met a man who was 20 years clean
He said, "Everybody here's felt the same defeat"
Nobody walks through these doors on a winnin' streak
I don't want the regrets
I don't wanna feel lost
I just wanna say no but that word can't be found
I don't want the night sweats
I don't want the withdraws
I just wanna be up 'cause I'm feeling so down
I've been a user, I've been a thief
I've been knocked down on my knees
I've been hurt, I've been shamed
I've been the one who caused the pain, oh
That sun falls down it's always gonna rise
And you know that's the way it goes every time
Crack a bottle, pour another drink
Flicking cigarettes off in the sink
'Bout to kick it into gear and hit the bar
Took this shit too far that night and broke your heart again
Baby, I don't think I'll ever learn
Probably always had to crash and burn
If you'd seen all the tears I've cried
You would know why I smile so much
Fought the hate I fight, you would know why I try to love
Even when it's hard, even when it feels like fallin' apart
If you'd seen all the tears I've cried
You would know why I smile so much
Smile so much