I really thought it would be different i believed it and now im crying caring about someone that doesn’t gaf im mad and disgusted and needy and i just wanna go on a cute corny date and laugh with him and fuck god forbid
I’m so tired I’ve been trying to fall asleep for a while but mg brain is going through like 40 stages of grief and it’s just like Noel all over again cuz I’m the one that ends up feeling bad while the other person doesn’t even gaf and it’s so unfair and I’m so disappointed
my problem is when I like someone, I immediately go too hard. I'm too available, too generous, too loyal, too caring, too reliable. that's my issue, I always love the way I want to be loved in the hope that it will be the same