ANDDD I'm fucked! My dad has been completely isolated from the outside world and uses my dog as leverage to keep me here so there goes my last piece of the outside worldπ
I will hopefully come back one day and share that I've gotten my life together but I do not feel like that'll happen anytime soon if at all, there's no fight left in me anymore.
Please keep going, become what u truly want to be, don't let something small change ur dreams.
This will be my last post for a while just cause I don't have the energy to even be on here,
for anyone reading this please keep going do not fuck up your future just because, do not dropout unless extremely necessary, talk to people, learn how to do basic things please +
All I do is sleep and play games, I fucked up everything in my life just because I didnβt think I could do hard things and now all I do is self sabotage because I don't feel like I'm worth any of the effort it takes to help me.