Mik

Shtwt lurker uwu
He/they/it/e uwu

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

@Ivyr1ver How it feels telling people they are beautiful no matter their body size while hating my own

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

Yum

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

Holy fuck look what I found... How can it be 4.5 cals per pack??? Like wtf is this. Also I somehow convinced my dad to let me buy them he already suspects I have an ed 😳

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

Omg I just got so validated like my dad just said "you haven't eaten anything today how do you do that" it's only 2pm lol but I guess he eats a lot. Like my dad eats twice as much as I do and snacks yet he weighs like over 50 pounds less than me.

[noelle holiday of drugtwt @pinkbloodstainz]

if i dont get my hands on a substance soon im killing myself

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

Cute
2nd time posting cvts
#sltwt
(All fake? Ai? Idk just don't ban me)

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

My dad won't notice when my cuts are out but he'll notice when I'm finalling eating healthy and in a deficit?

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

My dad just asked if I'm developing an eating disorder like stfu I'm literally fatspo. Sorry I'm getting low cal foods and eating omad?? Like that's not even that weird plus it's not like I'm really losing weight anyways.

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

I guess I'm doing like a bad fast cuz I don't feel like re setting it for 3 cal cucumber water

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

What ive eaten today so far trying to lose weight

Watermelon-43 cals
Mini tortilla pizza-104 cals
Watermelon cucumber water which probably has like 5 calories

One I started buying low calorie foods it's been much easier to eat less calories than before

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

NO MY MOM IS BUYING ICE CREAM MY ONE WEEKNESS KILL MEEEE okay it's fine I'll just have self control....

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

I failed

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

Ive been over eating so now Im doing a 36 hour fast I know that's not a lot but it's a start. Everything Ive seen has said that drinking unsweetened tea doesn't break a fast but doesn't it have 2-5 calories? I know it's definitely not a lot but wouldn't it still break a fast? Idk

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

No one even sees me as a human. Everyone talks about how America is so far but growing my entire school was skinny except me. I had all my friends as skinny kids, my entire family was skinny and I was bullied and judged my whole life for it.

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

Just relapsed a little but it wasn't enough. It barely bled so my blade has officially really dulled

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

I ate so much today I feel disgusting. Tomorrow I'm not gonna eat anything or at least try my best and I think I'm gonna relapse soon

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

I am the way I am because when I told my dad I was struggling with depression & I was thinking about trying meds he replied by saying that I just need to do 2-3 hours of vigorous outdoor activity a day & that will fix all my problems.

[kai Ψ⊹ @nightmaeyes]

the ironic part of getting racist remarks in my noelle cos is the fact that this girl is literally the same color as me…😭

[Mik @M_Mik_Mk]

Killing myself