I have become alive enough to want something again. And wanting it makes me afraid that possessing it will destroy the very thing I love about it.
What do I do with this?
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i hate to say but financial stability allows you to be romantic and love properly. being broke keeps you in a survival mode and leaves you with little time or energy for romance.