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For the friendless findom addicts: 7,135$ from losers online. keep going anon!

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Happy birthday Yukari🎉🎉🎉

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i hope you're happy.

i hope you're happy waking up every morning to the exact same life you've been trying to escape for years.

i hope you're happy checking your bank account and pretending the numbers don't bother you.

i hope you're happy telling yourself next month will be different.

i hope you're happy watching everyone else move forward while you stay exactly where you've always been.

i hope you're happy being the person who always has plans, goals, ideas, dreams, and nothing to show for any of them.

i hope you're happy sitting in the same room, staring at the same walls, living the same day over and over again until the weeks blur together and suddenly another year is gone.

i hope you're happy being forgettable.

i hope you're happy being replaceable.

i hope you're happy being the background character in your own life.

because while you're sitting there making excuses, life keeps moving.

people get married.

people buy homes.

people start businesses.

people travel.

people build memories.

people become something.

and you?

you watch.

that's what you're good at.

watching.

watching other people live.

watching other people succeed.

watching other people become the person you always told yourself you'd become.

every year starts the same.

"this is my year."

every year ends the same.

nothing changed.

same habits.

same loneliness.

same regrets.

same disappointment.

same empty feeling in your stomach when you realize time doesn't stop.

and the worst part?

deep down you know exactly where this road goes.

you know what tomorrow looks like.

you know what next week looks like.

you know what next month looks like.

because it looks exactly like today.

all those years.

all that time.

all those chances.

gone.

and nobody is coming to save you.

nobody is secretly rooting for you.

nobody is thinking about you nearly as much as you think they are.

stay comfortable.

stay stagnant.

stay exactly where you are.

after all, you've gotten very good at it.

A little lonely findom addicted loser :3

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It's ok to send the big numbers when the small ones don't feel funny anymore. I mean what's even the point of findom if the $hreddies aren't hurting??

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bought some $msfu with it. wish me luck!

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7k in a month ≈

hope you're enjoying another month of $hredding your future.

hope you're enjoying another month of sitting alone in your room scrolling the hour's away.

hope you're enjoying another month of "soon am gonna change."

hope you're enjoying another month of telling yourself all the voices in ur head are true😵‍💫

Have fun.

summer moves slower.

long afternoons.

long evenings.

long weekends.

a lot of people suddenly realize they don't actually have anywhere to be^^

anyway.

i'm looking forward to seeing what next month brings.

Findom addicted loser

[Maddy2dfd backup @Maddy2dfdbackup]

7k in a month ≈

hope you're enjoying another month of $hredding your future.

hope you're enjoying another month of sitting alone in your room scrolling the hour's away.

hope you're enjoying another month of "soon am gonna change."

hope you're enjoying another month of telling yourself all the voices in ur head are true😵‍💫

Have fun.

summer moves slower.

long afternoons.

long evenings.

long weekends.

a lot of people suddenly realize they don't actually have anywhere to be^^

anyway.

i'm looking forward to seeing what next month brings.

Findom addicted loser

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Thanks for the 1700$ week so far! all free money which i wont blow! Neets stay winning and findom addicted losers losing!

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i think buy stocks over btc. stock are up 20% the past month. and btc is down. this is my first crypto related buy ever. but in all honesty it depends what you want. high risk high reward with crypto stuff. you should prob buy a big mix if u rly wanna invest. crypto. stocks. gold, etc.

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Bought my first BTC today at 63,300. >.<

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Putting this here to see if i was an idiot or not in a week or so.

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boop. just made another 200. yay for me.

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super high rn. Love findom so much.

got sends and then one of u wrote an essay for me which i didn't read, lol.

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Thanks for the few hundred today.

Hope you realize how dumb you were and hate yourself more for it...

Have fun pacing around your room.

Have fun checking your phone every 3 minutes like something exciting is finally about to happen.

Have fun rereading old messages.

Have fun refreshing timelines.

Have fun lurking in communities you've been "leaving" for years.

Have fun watching people your age move in together.

Get married.

Have children.

Build things.

Travel.

Collect memories.

Meanwhile you'll be collecting email notification's of throne recipes....

Have fun telling yourself next month will be different.

Have fun announcing your gonna stop than never do.

And if you haven't wasted your entire evening $ending?

Don't worry.

Look forward to another long night staring at a glowing rectangle.

Look forward to another struggle session where you try not to $end.

Look forward to tomorrow.

And then the tomorrow after that.

And then the one after that ≈

It never ends for findom addicts^^

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@moedorable Yay

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Have fun feeling stupid :3

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Thanks soooo much for the monies today! It’s good to know how much you all hate yourself. Your little self harm addiction and you call it Findom ^^

Never met a finsub who didn’t deserve to feel like shit :3

Don’t stop ~

[Maddy2dfd backup @Maddy2dfdbackup]

it’s okay to feel out of place outside ~

you’re a findom addict.

you belong indoors!

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thanks for the monies today!

another few hundo ~

Something i want you dummies to think about is how life never changes super fast. i mean i am sure it seems that way to you guys. as you live monotonous livs, repeating the same actions into insanity. but life changes in small tiny choices. repeated again and again.

i bet you guys have done the same dance. quitting and relapsing the same day so many times, you cant even remember it all anymore.

and you still have most your life ahead of you. i wonder how many of you will crack and check out early.

anyway.

i found a house i really like. plus with my new findom money and other sources of income. turned out i made 13k this past month, lol.

Have fun never quitting.

Have fun being alone.

Have fun having no friends.

Have fun dying with never having done anything with your sad, pathetic, excuse of a life. i promise you, your parents would be happier if you were never born.

Anyway, $end more addict, keep being a findom addicted failure.

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Sunday's are soooo lonely for sad little findom addict's.

$hredding seem's like the best option right now, huh?

Keep being a cashtard, it's really the only personality trait you have left.