I hate that I'm just trying to lose weight and eat 1k calories a day but I started making food and just broke down crying and there's no one I can talk to about this and I hate it so fucking much
And I've ate 1k or less for the last 3 weeks straight and lost nothing wth
My mother (biggest former ana in denial) looked at me and said I LOST WEIGHT
Then followed it up with "another 5kg and you'll actually look good"
... Thanks mam. Not like I lost 25kg already. :(
@imp3rfectana I did lose enough to be able to do this but cross my legs sitting down. There was a point where I physically couldn't and it was painful to try but I do it all the time now 😝
Someone keep me accountable I mean REALLY accountable someone needs to life in my head until Ana takes over bc the voice is hurt gone and I need it I'm too fat I've been binging I need it please