Manifestation = internally shifting to a degree to which you're no longer emotionally dependent upon seeing Reality change.
When you're good with it & you're good without it, then it will materialise & you would have truly had it.
Not all suffering is sacred.
Not every difficulty is a divine test.
Sometimes it's just self-sabotage repeated so often it feels spiritual.
The moment struggle is spiritualised, It becomes harder to let go of.
And the mind will protect what it believes is sacred.