Nobody’s probably gonna care enough to read this but I’m gonna get it off my chest. I feel like an outsider nowadays in a community I’ve been with for 8 years. The group of friends I’ve had either moved on or have drifted away and it feels like I’m not wanted there.
@0biwan_Jakobi Thanks a ton for hosting. Wasn’t sure what to expect but it gave me some throwbacks to the old days where homies would hang out. Def down if you did it again one day
@Conrad95168402 Prolly just me or who knows. But I feel a tense mood like I’m not welcome and people are just waiting for me to leave so they can start talking about what they really want.
@Conrad95168402 Taking a different path is natural. I see friend groups that I was quite involved with years prior and they all still hang together, minus myself. So it feels like they were just putting up with me or something happened and I have no idea.
Not sure if it’s even worth trying to reach out cause I feel anxious being around my old group(s) like I’m just being a nuisance and better off not bothering them like the burden I am. I hate feeling pathetic Ike this. But here we are. I’ll just attend in silence.