@itsjustakat_ The more I experience the more I realise the only answer is to be selfish, do what you want to do and eventually you'll act more natural and hecome comfortable with yourself. Play to your own tune, not others.
@itsjustakat_ I think it's realistic to feel at the very least content every day. The best thing to do is to find what makes you happy and do more of it. Also that as long as you act true to yourself you are most definitely in the right place.