The love I have to this photo it fits the time it was taken at.
I had two sides the bright and the dark one , like the events; the joyful and the hard .
And I lived in both at the same time and I have no clue how the hell I survived that.
But all I know is I remember nothing.
Yesterday I remembered how she used to take care of me , the way I see moms do to their children not those of 5-10 years old but the one who +30 years old
And only then I realized how much I do miss this feeling
To be taken care of by her ..
That was the moment I collapsed
Itโs home again !
Mom is still here !
Itโs a bit cold but sheโs making that hot chocolate .
Iโm under the blanket and itโs extremely warm.
Dad is watching TV and bro is gaming.
It feels safe again , happy again and forever calm again !
I donโt want to wake up from this.
In a parallel universe, Iโm still so young!
Iโm still half-asleep when Iโm carried out of the car and placed in a warm bed, kissed on the forehead!
I can feel it ! And Iโd do anything to live it !