Hold onto faith / prayers little tighter when you don’t even feel like praying .Heavy on heart , clueless days .These are the days when you need ALLAH the most :))
Read somewhere
“Never estimate Allah’s ability to numb your heart towards sth that was once very important to you ”
And it has to be the most accurate stuff I read today .
When you pray, pray that you don't feel unwanted in your most desired places. pray that you don't witness your best moments becoming a far dream. pray that your deepest fears don't become a reality. pray you don't stop being a good person. pray for inner peace. pray for a beautiful soul. pray for the strength needed to forgive yourself and others. And above all, pray you can always find your way back after losing sight of what's important.
May be Adulting is distracted days at work and quiet nights with chaos inside .
Calls with family in which you don’t really know what to say and dark streaks with your long distance siblings. The pace with which life is going on is scary ngl.
May be the most important part is to forgive our own selves for investing energies in people who never deserved that in first place ,for giving benefit of doubt. Life always finds way , silently revealing hardest truths . And I hope when it does, you find strength with grace :))