Told like 5 people in my class I was triggered and that I don’t want to talk about calories anymore in nutrition class and they all said me too 😭💔all of us working with food and having food issues
I thought I took up so much space and was legit comparing my body to all the other kids and I was smaller than most of them and yet I remember being so conscious of my body that I thought I looked like a monster like I didn’t think I was human.
Finding old pics of me when I was a little kid and I vividly remember being called too heavy and too fat by my family but I legit look underweight ??? I have a photo next to a Santa Claus where I remember telling him I can’t sit on his lap cuz I’m too fat and I was NOT FAT
My techniques good. I can work fast. I have an understanding of baking fundamentals. But I fucking suck at the artistic and creative aspect. I work too fast to make things look pretty. My hands are too unsteady and I feel like a bull in a china shop with how I manhandle everythng
I bought a bunch of binge food and I can’t even eat any of it cuz I’m that sad which is rare for me … normally want to eat my feelings but I’ve just been feeling so shit