Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃

Saturnine

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

Christ, topamax is kicking my ass. Trying to adjust my sleep schedule, but I'm just so out of it right now. Can't sleep for a few hours, but my god I'm tired.

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

@TheMightyNebby Reasonable

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

@justbychris I absolutely love how these have the same art styles, but look unique to the ips they come from

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

I was hoping my epiphany would cause my current episode to at least lift a little. I feel like I got punched in the back of the head mentally for the past few months, each punch getting harder. It keeps getting worse. I keep only finding one definitive option.

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

@TouhouEnjoyer_ The only problem I have is when I need to change my version of Proton. But that's easy because Steam lets you choose from a drop down menu.

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

If I see someone I follow, even if they're a friend, saying the r slur casually, I'm unfollowing them.

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

Oh my god, I finally figured it out. I finally figured out what I want to do with my future. It took so long, but I've been woken up. It hit me like a freight train. I've been addicted to the brain and how it works for a couple months now. And I get it. I need to study the brain.

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

Who cares? I sure don't. Just something, anything. This is my lowest point, and it's getting lower.

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

I'm yelling to nobody. But maybe that's how it always was.

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

I'm disappearing into my room like dark matter into the universe. Unseen and unheard. Entirely unnoticed. And when you do, you'll wonder how you didn't notice before.

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

Trying to ignore my worsening depression while rotting away in bed. Haven't spoken to someone face to face in days. Trying to stay away from social media to prevent worsening, but doesn't work. May as well post this update here.

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

@AestheticGamer1 I've never played any Silent Hill games, but I thought those were obvious parts included in it. You're telling me some people (you know which ones) didn't notice?

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

I don't know what to change my pfp to now that Halloween is upon us.

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

It is definitively Halloween season

[Sara Al-sharif @ros_sara2002]

No one is speaking

Sudan is being exterminated in silence

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

I hate HP with all of my life. Oh my god, why does this whole pc have to be so proprietary? First of all, a proprietary PSU? Are you fucking kidding me? It's a power supply, you bastards! And no damn fan speed controls? What's the damn point of locking that up?!

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

I'll post about my projects on Threads. I find twitter to not be worth announcing them. https://t.co/5OD1Fuq7fz

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

Fuck you

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

Twitter doesn't deserve my projects. I won't advertise here anymore. I hate this place. If you care enough, you will find it.

[Maladaisical 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎃 @Maladaisic]

@TheActionNet I truly believe science should be a human project. Not one limited by wealth, but by the limitations of humanity itself. When science is taken down by greed, it hurts all of humanity, including the generations that could learn in the future.