Mama Cindy

Now a tribute Twitter account run by her youngest daughter. She unfortunately lost a battle with diabetes and our deplorable medical system.

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

@Carolinabluuu Ash feels that way, which is why she said she would keep it up. I had told her while talking about it: "I know I don't have as much of a say as you and Nanny but" and she said: Yes you do.

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

I wanted to reach out to all of you and see what y'all wanted cause I didn't want Ash and I to just make the decision without input from all of you because y'all had a big impact in mom's life. If we decided whether or not to take this down would y'all want it to stay up?

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

@Carolinabluuu She just feels like it is time and there's no reason for it to be up when it's just sitting there. It's up to her and Nanny mostly but I am glad she took my feelings into consideration.

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

but no one came to my post that was made at the same time and it really hurt me because I lost a mom too and it felt like they didn't understand that. I know comments aren't what's important but it is how it made me feel that matters.

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

I've been having a really hard time lately because tomorrow is the 2 year anniversary since mom passed. I'm not her biological daughter but that never mattered to her but now that she is gone, I feel like I have to fight to stay a part of her family (not to Nanny and Ash).

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

They don't feel that way at all & I am completely a part of the family to them. It seems like mom was the glue that held it together. I broke down crying today because I remembered when we originally made posts about her passing, the family went to Ash's post and gave condolences

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

@Carolinabluuu It just feels really final if they get taken down you know? I don't know.

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

Hey all! It's been a while but I've occasionally been thinking about you guys. I've just been dealing with stuff. Figured I'd write a quick post for you guys.

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

Today is the 1 year anniversary of momma passing. I honestly can't believe it's been a year. I'm out at the house with Ash and Nanny right now because Ash and I decided we needed each other. We made public posts on our Facebook's if you'd like to see them.

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

https://t.co/Cy3E5r7ghx Post from Ash. It's about momma loosely. I think you guys will love it.

[Michelle McMillian @Michell93573926]

My coworker is a dedicated mommy and animal cruelty investigator. Please tweet her plea for help.

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

https://t.co/Rfuq7mb98I My mom's co-worker's daughter is dealing with this. Please retweet and if you find it in your heart to donate, it will be appreciated. My mom asked me to share it here.

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

Been thinking about momma something fierce tonight. Not a sad form of thinking about her. Just different things that came up that reminded me of her and honestly, I just miss her and want to call her. I'm not crying or anything though, more fond memories than anything.

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

Apparently men on Twitter can't read. I've had several men dm me saying how cute or sexy "I" am. I then reply, explaining it's a tribute Twitter for my deceased mother which is clearly stated in the bio and I'm uncomfortable receiving messages from them like that. Ffs go away.

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

New tattoo in honor of momma. Has her initials in the petals and her nickname she called me as the stem. Hurt like a bitch but was worth it.

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

Just the one new follower today found welcome tracked by https://t.co/YmyuM6piLB

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

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[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

A picture of us from my birthday. Ash, Nanny, Me, and my mom. We just needed Momma to be here. Miss her dearly but I know she's here in spirit. I'm sure you all will enjoy this.

[Mama Cindy @Mamared44Cindy]

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