Even when the story is written, you can write your own ending. -Misha Collins
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She/her. 18+
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I'm sorry to everyone who is hurt by this ending. And I don't mean sad or disappointed. I mean truly, deeply hurt. I see you. You are valid. Your feelings are valid. And I'm sorry. This thread is about to get intense, so stop reading here if you need to. Protect your heart.๐+
@DCLovesDestiel Aaaand this is why I never used to leave work on time. And why I now have a daily appointment that gives me a 30 minute buffer to wrap up and transition.
@DCLovesDestiel time putting it away and refocusing on doing a final check of my inbox for the day. Logically, I knew that even if I kept going, it wasn't possible to finish the 80+ entries I had left in the 30 minutes remaining in my work, but I still had to force myself away from it. ๐
@roadtonowhere52 @kaz2y53 I generally steer clear of qb discourse, because I look at the various arguments (queer coding vs. queerbaiting vs. queer erasure) and go "YES."
Because in a project as massive and long-running as SPN, there is plenty of time and opportunity for all of those things to happen. +
@carebare410 avoid that they needed 2 things: 1) Castiel either needed to live or needed to be brought back *on-screen* and 2) They needed to address his love confession and bring closure to that storyline instead of just never acknowledging it again.
@carebare410 How meaningful his death was is irrelevant. Yes, it was meaningful in the context of the story. And yes, that was an absolutely beautiful love confession.
It was a meaningful, beautiful scene that played into a harmful, long-standing, queer-erasing Hollywood trope. In order to +
@assortedpuzlpcs That invalidation piece is so huge. It's like, I invalidate myself enough, thanks. I really can't handle it from anyone else right now. Like fighting a war on two fronts. ๐
Feeling like I want to do something fun with my hair color. But I don't know what would look good. Needs to be highlights, because all-over color is too much processing for my frizzy-curly hair. Any ideas?
(And won't be for a while, because I'm broke. ๐)
Holy shit. I've suddenly noticed how much I've been tweeting the past few days. And like, tweeting OPINIONS, something I haven't done in ages because I've been so afraid of people's reactions. Finally starting to feel like *me* again after spending years losing myself.
#CPTSD