or even just one person who truly believes in them but not you know that I feel the same.
I have no one but God. And even as I write this, it feels like I’m talking to nobody. But if there is someone out there who can relate to what I'm saying please know that you’re not alone.
I don't have friends or a supportive family, and sometimes the loneliness feels unbearable. But I’m still here, still trying, still building my life day by day. If you’ve ever felt like everyone else has found their community, has family, has influence.
The test in comments 👇🏾
🌟 The glow that trials can’t take away 🌟
I still feel like I have the weight the world is on my shoulders but I know I'm just carrying my cross. ✝️🙏🏽
My Cross ✝️: everyday I must find ways to serve God. The rest of this post will be pinned 📌 in my comments below 👇🏾
3. I need to stay celibate (I did it before and I'm doing it again) in the context that I will not be sexually active unless I get married. But, since I do have kids then I suppose I've been practicing abstinence over the years. I need to do everything in my power to own a home
2. I think learning how to do my make-up more better would help me out a lot with that. I need to be debt free. I need to keep my chores done. I need to keep my body healthy. And I want to keep anyone else who wants to be on a health and wellness journey with me in good condition
1. Everyday I must try and teach my kids and whoever else willing to listen to me about God, Jesus, & Christianity so we can all go to heaven. I need to give 10% of my weekly income to my church. I want to dress more modestly and still feel magnificent when covered.
There’s real malevolence in this world, and it will try to break you. The greatest way to overcome it is by choosing joy not by fighting fire with fire. Heal quickly when people betray you + dismiss them from your life & never give out 2nd chances to the same evil twice. Be Well.
> I said what I said.
It gets quiet sometimes after you heal… but I’m still believing for better, deeper friendships. Let me know if you feel this too 🫶🏾