Ash

21 💕 She/Any +
Sh(ed?)twt 🌈🍖• I just bitch n whine on here and occasionally post - we r plural and like several fictives lol ~ 🚬💕

[Ash @Maraciide]

Augh

[Ash @Maraciide]

Dude I am like the most vulnerable victim rn why does nobody care ughhh

[Ash @Maraciide]

I have hiccups on drink 5??? Which is shot 10 at the bar??
Or some shit
Like 6 at home too

[Ash @Maraciide]

I needa order new blades mine r SOOOO dull

[Ash @Maraciide]

18 shots at MINIMUM is my estimate rn
I cannot afford this fml

[Ash @Maraciide]

@mimi2080904931 Like 35kg again ish

[Ash @Maraciide]

My ex is pmo
Bro fuck off so what if I sell myself for drinks????? Why do you care NOW

[Ash @Maraciide]

Queer exs r so weird why r we friends and chatting casually ughhhh

[Ash @Maraciide]

Nobody tells you how many cals vodka has as well as how EXPENSIVE bars are fml

[Ash @Maraciide]

@emimimimimiii LITERALLY I love bears and my main preference is chubby builds so WHY do I hate it on myself

[Ash @Maraciide]

@biggestlosrgrl Oh my God I NEED

[Ash @Maraciide]

Still trying to consider how the fuck I drew blood with a PEN.

[Ash @Maraciide]

@plxnetriri Prozac just made me feel more insane ngl

[Ash @Maraciide]

Ougghhh

[Ash @Maraciide]

Everyone who could possibly come to save me being out of the country or ghosting me is lowkey exhilarating when I wanna be dumb

[Ash @Maraciide]

I don't want it to get better, I spend everyday sitting here thinking and hoping, I want everything to happen again so I can write it down this time and know I wasn't insane ans that I'm just deranged for not caring about it

[Ash @Maraciide]

@lucidparasite_ Truffle fries... droolssss

[Ash @Maraciide]

@Cookieonedtwt Vodka monster :p

[Ash @Maraciide]

@solaveis I omad with dinner since it's a last push for the day and doesn't risk eating again after if I just go to bed fr

[Ash @Maraciide]

I don't even want to get drunk or go out today but the risks alone and how much it makes me wanna die is so intoxicating ughh