I didn’t realise how much Tom’s passing would effect me, it almost feels like I shouldn’t be feeling this way. But I keep reminding myself it’s okay to grieve… he was in our lives for 12 years, gave us comfort, laughs & genuine support. I just miss him. Does that make sense?
Is it bad that I regret avoiding a car crash? I mean don’t get me wrong, at first I was scared and glad I reacted fast but then I asked myself, why? Why stop myself. Just let it happen.
There are moments in life that I’ll look back on and treasure. This was one of them.
Tommy boy, you beautiful man. I truly hope we made enough noise down here for you. Thanks for looking after me on the ice. Miss you so much. Love you brother x