if love ever finds me again, may the universe let me meet someone who loves me as deep as i do. Someone who is never okay with hurting me. Someone who is loyal, kind & devoted. Someone who will never make me feel unwanted, someone who feels like home & also finds home in me.
Shout out to me for pushing out a baby in my living room unmedicated… with a toddler…putting her crib together, taking and making all her appts… taking care of my kids while working and paying all my bills, driving my own car and breastfeeding exclusively for 9 months
you don’t realize how much your environment affects your mental state until you finally spend time somewhere that feels calm and your body stops feeling tense for once
Nggas be sick to their stomach when the woman they thought they had wrapped around their finger be really done with their åss. 🤒😭 If you know she a good one don't for one second think she won't one day go and get what she deserve.✨
Make sure my kids know I tried… when I leave don’t let them think I just gave up easy… like they need to know that I fussed and fought till I couldn’t fight no more
To be happy to be mentally & sane I tried
I cried out for help.
Nobody cared… make sure they know I was lonely even tho I was never alone …just tell them I always tried
I might’ve failed but I tried until I couldn’t anymore and even tho I’ll never be strong enough to leave this world physically—