I have been living with this feeling "me yaha hu ke vaha hu... Kaha hu me?"
This made me lost connection with myself.
He has been the most beautiful blessing in my life, i want to remember about him in this good way. Because he truly is a beautiful person.
Today, i'm starting a new journey in my life, without khuz.. I strongly felt that my time had come to leave. My presence in his life was not going to serve him anymore. And it was the right time to leave with our good memories on my mind.
But this is was beyond my strength.
I care for him sooo much. But, i didn't have the strength, so this is the only way to no more meet him again. Meeting him and then having to let him go, brokes me every time. If i break one more time, i will not survive.