Mariah

25 | HBIC 🍃

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

I get it… The weight… The silence… but you’re not alone 🖤💚

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

Fuck

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

There’s literally so much that needs to be done and I can’t do any of it.
Not a single fucking thing. Why? Because everyone in my house but me is not feeling well - so the chores I haven’t been able to complete all week won’t be getting done at all on my days off. Fml

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

Genuinely so fucking done.
I want and need a fresh start.

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

Disappointing

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

I’m so tired… and not the type sleeping will fix..

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

I don’t like having to figure out what’s for dinner - I can’t even leave my house to shop for anything because traffic is so bad. 😭

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

I am so deeply exhausted that I find myself wishing something terrible would happen to take me out of this pain. I just want the weight of everything to finally stop, even if it means death gets me sooner.

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

You know you’re completely depleted when you can't even take a shower because you don't have clean clothes, and the thought of doing one load of laundry feels like climbing a mountain. Running on absolute zero lately.

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

solid day. 10/10 would go to work again and skip the rest. ✨

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

I had such high hopes for today all for it to just come crashing down.

What the fuck is life

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

Less than a week and some of my most valuable belongings are going to be taken to the dump.

I am only one person, cleaning up after 6-8 people. There’s so much to do and so little time and not enough fucking help in the world to get it all done.

One person, full time job.fuck

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

I don’t want to live this life anymore

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

What matters most to me is making a difference in the lives of people and animals. Every $1 vote for my dog helps support the animals at Everett Animal Shelter, and I’m grateful to be part of that. Click the link to Vote/Donate 💕
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[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

Happy Birthday to me

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

My babies 💕

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

I’m not okay today and that’s okay. I wish I knew how to explain it to people but instead I’m going to make it a coloring night. 🙂

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

RV night with my girl.. despite wanting to be in my own bed

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

Seven years of motherhood, and I’m still learning every day. It’s messy, emotional, exhausting, and somehow the most meaningful thing I’ve ever experienced. Growing alongside my child has been the greatest lesson of my life

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

I wish I didn’t have to worry about my responsibilities but being a mom just doesn’t ever stop.

[Mariah @Mariah_R319]

Drowning quietly while still being the responsible one.