Goes out to downtown ... its been since new years since ive bewn .... 3 days have shout down due to them letting inf under age kids in .... im happy im only coming out like this few times a yr
Works gone to shit
Lost the person who is was close to ( we calmed eachother down just by sitting next to eachother and not needing to say or do anything)
And losing being able to be social
Next weekend should I try to hit up every bar in downtown get one glass of alcohol and do the golden mile .... like star at xand end at a ? These 50 bars easily
Love is a dagger its used as a weapon to be welded up close or from far away
You can see yourself in it ... its beautiful intill it makes you bleed but ultimately when you reach for it ... it isnt ther
Funny
I recently ran into couple people from another life time ago (from high school) and got to walk around a comic convention with them and they said ive become more reserved and not as out going from what I use to be ... is this what growing up is?
*sighs* seeing em after we stopped talking to each other ... is still really hard ... like I just wanna hug em and tell em I miss em and just talk about the same stuff we use to