Roxana Hamilton

If you're looking for a savior, I'm not her. If you're looking for a lioness ready to take the world, I'm your woman. Though even the strongest need saving. 🗿

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

He said /my/ dominant.

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[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

I'm just done with this chase after some psycho bitch... Just give me my man to fuck me senseless.

[Pipsqueak 🐀 @IFeelAJungle]

Poor Rock…

I’m not sure if I wanna fuck somebody silly or punch someone.

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

Definitely need to get rid of her.

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

Yes please, Sir.

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

~ @XMarxHerSpot, @IveGotYourSix dropped me off so could I take a ride with you? I just want to go home.

::The one thing I was certain after today was the fact Marx was the one for me. In the end... it was his actions that proved more value than any words could have done.::

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

~ a warm meal and hot cocoa. I also needed to tell @XMarxHerSpot what actually happened. I was sure he'd try to go overboard in trying to protect me. However, I needed to have my head on straight. And right now, that wasn't even close to happening.::

But I have to say ~

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

~ over my skin. His lips calmly pressed against the forehead whilst I parted my lips. Did I dare break the trance?::

@XMarxHerSpot, can we go home?

::I needed some familiarity. Some of my own grounding. I wanted to get the dirt and soot off me. To rest in his arms with ~

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

~ as I went over the events in my head. I might have been capsulized in @XMarxHerSpot's arms, but it didn't mean I was completely safe.

As the shivering stopped from matching my breathing with Marx's, I finally looked up at him. His eyes were crystal clear. Fingers splayed ~

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

~ that might have stopped @SeekinRevenge today was if @MoreThanABadge would have stayed in one spot rather than circling the neighborhood. Even if he was let into @1for2Special's place, there would have been no doubt Victoria would have hit both of our cars.

My head shook ~

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

~ and myself for that matter. I heard @XMarxHerSpot giving a promise that he truly could not keep. One saying I'd be out of harms way. Nothing would happen to me. But it wasn't a promise he could actually keep. Even with all the detail in the world. The only thing that ~

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

~ would actually killed me. Of course I do not think @IveGotYourSix or @1for2Special would allow that. And two, @XMarxHerSpot would have been stuck in the dungeon that Kris locked him in.

Instead I listened to what Kris had to say and came here. Relieving Marx in the process. ~

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

~ @XMarxHerSpot. Before him, I would have stayed working until Chief told me to go. Or better yet, when I couldn't exhaust every avenue possible. Instead I left on my own will because I knew if I didn't, two things would have happened.

One, my brush with infinite death ~

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

~ was right. @XMarxHerSpot needed this. He needed to feel needed just as much as I needed to feel wanted. Knowing my job is probably not the easiest for him being a Dominant.

On the other hand, never in my mind did I think I needed something or more like someone like ~

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

~ something and @XMarxHerSpot shook his head.

"It doesn't matter. You're here now."

At that point, practically swooping me off my feet, Marx took me to his lap and cuddled me. It was at that point that I could actually relax.

"Let him be your Dominant."

@IveGotYourSix ~

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

::I never knew how much just having someone watch over you, comforting you, even just some positive words could do. Nearly gasping when @XMarxHerSpot cupped my cheek when he asked what happened, I started to tell him. Instead, He shushed me with a finger. I went to say~

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

~ through what happened. I just wasn't ready to tell @XMarxHerSpot yet. However, I knew word would get back to him especially since @1for2Special and the twins were being moved. They hid nothing. And I was part of that nothing.::

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

~ happened and me bitching him out since he wasn't really watching things. To @IveGotYourSix giving me advice about @XMarxHerSpot.

"Let him be your Dominant."

I took another deep breath to calm and let it through supple lips. Maybe Kris was right. I needed him now to break ~

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

~ pressed into my knees while my hands moved to the thighs, palms up. Lowering my head, I relistened to the day's events.

First the explosion, flinching the moment I remember hearing things pop as I hit the ground. Then @MoreThanABadge acting like a complete surprise what ~

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

~ Tip toeing over to the chair, I rested a hand on the back of it. Slowly stepping before it, I let the pads of my fingers drag over @XMarxHerSpot's shoulder. Just as I stood before him, I waited for him to acknowledge me.

When he didn't, I knelt before him. The carpeted floor~

[Roxana Hamilton @MarkedByAMadMan]

~ Dominant and care for you. Life is short. Don't waste it."

With his words in play, I slipped out of the heels I wore. Next, the dirty skirt and blouse were dropped at the door. The only things left on me were the undergarments that I knew @XMarxHerSpot loved to see on me. ~