I need a room to rent.
This having nowhere to go s*** is hard in a myriad of ways, including lowering my spirit, making my heart heavy & physically wearing me down.
All I need is a place to rent & a place I can go would make the difference for me! And I'm a good roommate to have!
Where are the pretty women on here? Are there any? I've seen none. There's nothing attractive about making yourself out to be a hooker. And I wonder if any real man would ever really care for someone that the whole internet already saw being a whore. Nothing special or sacred. π
Notice 'they' are always alone? lol
Talking to a crowd that's never there. And if their bodies were a sacred temple, they make it a defiled once sacred temple photoshopped, fake & For Sale! βΉοΈ
I want REAL LOVE only a REAL WOMAN can give. Fake is FAKE! Sensation is SENSATIONAL!π€
Having a Partner to Share Love with, someone to do for and adore, that Loves me back, is the number one missing thing from my life. Does anyone care or want that these days?
I do! I feel like, even with all I've been through, finding one to Love would be the beginning of life! π
What?! I'm a Son of the Creator! First, I hear it in my head, like a memory in the future or in a dream. Then I try to recreate what I hear or what I remember writing, when I'm thinking back from that future time, that's yet to be. HA! In any case, some Bass, I hope you like it.
This feels like having built a giant ship with the support of millions of others, hundreds of crew & thousands interacting & contributing for 4 decades. Then the ship was set a sail abandoned with only myself & a ghost skeleton crew. Alone drifting out to sea on this cool ship.π
I need to be surrounded by people who live the music soon or I'll be gone in the near future. I'm being soft killed by being in the streets with no Love, Music or money or anything, like it's just ok that I've been left this way. For me no Love or Music means I'd rather be dead.
It's wearing me down having no place to go. 23 months of being homeless in Nor Cal has left me feeling not worth affording and unlovable.
I NEED REAL LOVE!
WTF is wrong with the a i crap on here and online!? It's corrupted and just constantly 'feeding' immoral crap and people truly just degrading themselves or being ugly while acting like it's pretty or attractive? Turning Beautiful into fn UGLY AS HELL! Not attractive at all. π
Today I'm homeless still, the Camaro isn't cherry, I don't have a Lady to Love that Loves me nor do I have the Black Trailer for the band's gear. Yet, I feel like I'm closer in time for it to be possible to come to fruition.
'Please God make it happen soon, before this kills me.'
I have a vision that I had in Florida.
I was sitting in my Camaro & it was restored. I was happy as the Band; i.e. Forever's End, was loading out to go do a Show. One thing was strange, my Truck was Black w/a Black Trailer. At the time my Truck was Green, not Black. 'Cont. Below'
I had no idea I was about to lose my Truck & Everything, including my Lady & my Home. Yet, this Morning it dawned on me while looking at my Car & the Truck, that now I got the same Truck just Newer & Black. Also, in the vision was a Woman with her hand on my hand on the shifter.