I swear I sometimes have meltdowns when I'm overstimulated or stressed and I end up just sobbing for hours while hyperventilating and it's so embarrassing and I hate it so much Goddamnit why can't I just be normal??????
Sometimes I have this irresistible urge to, like, jump around or something it's like there's this excess energy I need to wear off or something...
I need to stop it's really embarrassing but I CAN'T ughhhh