Trauma makes you tolerate a lot of shit you don't deserve because you don't want to lose people. Healing makes you realize some people don't deserve to be in your life, no matter how much you love them.
Infatuation, worship, and pedestal energy are all unflattering to me. The same eyes that admire and adore you, will be the same eyes to turn cold and wicked. Since infatuation is fickle and fleeting, it doesnβt take much for disappointment to rise when perceptions get challenged.