Feeling that needy sleepy kind of horny where I don't wanna do shit. Just wanna be manhandled anyway they want and to be a brainless thoughtless thing for a little while, not having to worry about how to act or be. Just simply existing as a pet.
That moment when grinding-teasing becomes too good to resist and a game of 'just the tip' becomes 'every last inch'.
Follow that quickly with a strangled moan, a little lip-bite-smirk, and a breathless 'Sorry' before the bed starts shaking.
being so openly wanted is such a turn on. ill never have you second guess my feelings as ill always make it explicitly clear how much im obsessed with you. with every chance i get, imma touch you, kiss you, and tell you how much i never want to leave while being inside you.
Being desperate for attention but also not able to ask for it clearly is such a pain in the ass. Begging mentally for either one of them to just have their skin against mine whilst also being really too scared to just damn verbally ask.
Thinking about the craving for affection I've had lately. Just wanting to curl up and be someone's lap cat. No thoughts in the brain no worries for a couple hours just being petted, being held, being given attention.
Overthinking is great sometimes. It helps me at the very least remember where some things are half the time but it also does shit like make me paranoid that the closer I get to having the baby the less attractive I become to them but also that means the closer I become
Kinda feel disgusting, like yeah I know I'm growing a human being but at the same time I'm also just hurting in ways I shouldn't, my body has different needs than it used to, I feel like a damn whale..
Think I could eventually tease them into just taking what they want eventually. Not even because I let them but because they couldn't genuinely hold it back any longer and need to just take.