im pretty sure it was atp that i embraced that i have some kinda moral ocd that i let loose on this fic, as opposed to my previous zhongxiao fic with ocd lite. honestly realising the things I wrote in that fic were not in fact a common human exp defo made me realise smth was up
I think a lot of the wha manga frustrating just cause seeing characters getting disillusioned is not same as seeing already disillusioned characters and it makes me want to strangle them sometimes