What you think is impossible, happens when you truly trust Allah, when you believe in the power of prayer, anything, literally anything can happen for you, what seems impossible to you can happen in a miraculous way because Allah is able to do all that is impossible.
Never stress about rizq, just keep making dua, increase your istaghfar and tie your camel and put your trust in Allah. In due time Allah will provide for you from places you can't imagined.
Allah has seen you troubled, Allah has seen you scattered silently. He has seen your tears, He knows your pain, He has seen your soul weakening, He has seen your heart breaking, He has seen the nerves of your mind bursting. Everything will be fine soon. Just be patient.