Do you know how crazy it is to be a functioning addict, predisposed to addiction, and be able to overcome the addiction?? Without rehab on top of that?? That takes so much self-preservation, love, and grace. It’s truly admirable.
Girl to girl: please do NOT monitor your man. Do not look through his phone. Do not look through his things. Give that man complete freedom to do what he wants and see what happens. In the meantime, use all of that anxious energy towards anxiously building your own goals. Focus on a meal plan to hit your macros, focus on a workout routine, focus on a skin care routine, get another degree or advance your skills to make more money.
And at my funeral don’t let nobody tell you “oh don’t fight that’s disrespecting the family” You can fight at my shit just don’t knock me over -HIT THAT BITCH-😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭