I sometimes decide I'll stop drinking
And then
Suddenly
Realize it makes as much sense as stop breathing
And although both are completely logical
And logical is as stupid as life
As life
They, undeniably, are
Nothing ever to do
But be
Nothing ever to be
But doing
Drink and smoke and fuck and walk
And come back
Stay still and contemplate
And wonder in awe
About what is aweless
Sit, wait and drink a bit more
And aweless it will cease to be
Hopefully
When walking through the city I see urgency, need and joy
Bars and cafes and police stations
People, dogs and squirrels
And all of it
All
Are beautiful and moving
But me
I am still
Above and under all
Feeling not a part of what I clearly am
So i write and accept my distance
Sadly
I wish for likes and comments and shares
Not because I need money
Validation or fame
Only because, my brothers and sisters
I desire meaning
And meaning cannot exist in isolation
For fucks sake
For ducking fucks sake
I've been all around the world but seen nothing new
It's all the same because we are all the same
And what seems different, different it is despite our putrid nature
Because spirits will never align, for alignment means death
And dead, for fuck sakes, we are not
Yet
@petrogustavo Se le acabó el tiempo y no consiguió nada, Gus. Jodió y jodió por años y a la final ni mierda. Ojalá por lo menos se haya podido robar unos pecitos