Sun is up and I'm in my coziest porno babe outfits 😜 (Time to get back into the old mentality)
Anyway, the last week few weeks up to the event I've consulted a PT for the first time in my life. I've realised I'm not the little expert I thought I was 🤣
I failed this June getting into the shape I'm in now, I rushed, went far beyond 1000 kcal deficit on retatrutide. Finished and bounced back 10 kilo as the hunger started again.
This time I'm natural, I'd rather be used to the body's natural signals and fight them rather than that.
Anyway I'm more fit than June, my ass is still around, face is still the same, and I'm feeling much better.
I've been told to stay in my keto mode during the event as I won't have time to get exactly the shape I want carb reloaded (you go up in water)
So I'm going to embrace a tanned, fit, sleak chiseled look with an awesome jaw/cheek lines.
Anyway I'm out walking slowly before returning home to eat stuff I don't want to eat but I've been ordered to do so 🤣 WTF
Good morning 🤗❤️
This is so much fun! I’m getting “stage ready?!” for the first time ever with a pretty strict script to follow day by day up to the event (and likely some shoots).
My first period of working in porn in 2023 & 2024, I just filmed without too much thinking. I could be on planes dealing with the air pressure differences the same day I filmed, or wake up at some hotel going nuts on a croissant, bacon, and bagels with a Coca-Cola breakfast buffet. I most likely had a drink on the plane and the night before, then ate fried, salty meals at some restaurant. I didn’t know better. In other words — not looking my best.
This time it’s different!
Today it’s 7 days to the event and I’m cutting out all caffeine. I used to drop 400 mg as a fat burner once I was well hydrated after waking up. It usually made me quite flat, gave me dry skin, and left me fighting to stay hydrated the rest of the day. So that stops today 🤗
That’s it for changes for now. The next ones start on Monday (3 days before the event), where I drastically cut down all food that can cause trouble for the belly to keep a slim waist and avoid looking protruded. Here I also switch from all vegetables and greens to a “dry loading” approach — eating just enough carbs to get muscle fullness without spilling over into tissue outside the muscles.
This is like insane stuff?! Every single little calorie is strictly planned.
I’ve never tried this (or even heard of it) before, so I’m going to give it a go 😊🌹 It’ll be very interesting to edit the content or just see the pictures from the event and see how this looks.