I WAKE UP & MY FUCKINGG BESTFRIEND IS FUCKINGG GONEEE !!?? MY DAY 1 SINCE 6TH GRADE I DIDNT EVEN GET TO TELL HIM I LOVE HIM OR ANYTHING BEFORE THAT . . I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL NOT BE OKAY . THIS ISNT OKAY FOR ME . IM LITERALLY SOBBING LIKE A B*ITCH ON MY KNEES FOR HIM RIGHT NOW.