ohkay good lord, grant me the strength to love more and more without feeling drained, for I most definitely don’t stop loving, so I might as well start living.
someone they love or have everything figured out with. someone they have already wifed up.
It is tragic, but it is true.
And women, well they are idiots.
they go to work, workout, and go out and try to drown the noise in their brain, while stifling their crying-.-
in the last few months in my life, more than ever before, I have come to a rather morbid conclusion regarding marriages.
Men marry for convenience. Not love, not understanding, not emotional connection. they would rather marry a stranger than build a life with someone they know.
My dad never drank one drop of alcohol but one hospital admission changed our life forever.
Never do this in your life. Ayurveda.
One Sunday afternoon dad complained of zero urine output for 24 hours and a fever.
We quickly rushed to GMC casualty.
After a thorough history and examination they decided to do a CT scan and he was detected with BHP (enlargement of prostrate) which is manageable and is treatable.
But one question from the doctor, who is also my teacher, was: "Does he drink?"
I was like, "No, it's not even related. Why are you asking me this?"
"Are you aware he has liver cirrhosis?" I was shocked. "What!"
He has not touched a drop of alcohol!
He has no symptoms of liver disease.
This could be NASH (Non Alcoholic steatohepatitis)
He is not diabetic either.
But then, I suddenly realised: When COVID hit, the Ayurvedic supplement industry was booming and not very aware about these drugs dad had been consuming OTC drugs to improve immunity and probably continued with it for 2-3 years.
He has a weird obsession with Ayurvedic supplements.
Our house was almost an Ayurvedic store where you could find anything and everything.
After explaining him several times he has finally stopped ordering it.
Now he has finally stopped consuming it because of my constant nudging.
But if it hadn't been for the BHP he would have continued taking it and never stopped and would have ended up with decompensated liver disease and also may be Cancer.
Ayurvedic drugs are not only useless but have have a high risk of liver injury and other dangerous effects.
Do not consume it.
Now people in comment section will be like " my dad underwent ayurveda treatment and now his bronchial asthma is gone"
Understand there is something called as natural history of disease and anecdotal results at play.
I have seen several such cases in Goa Medical College where people with Ayurvedic drug consumption end up with complete liver failure ultimately losing their life.
Dreamt that I met @dilipjoshie and @official_disha in person, and hugged them and cried.
It’s strange how they have healed us all from so far away, that even our subconscious seeks them in turmoil.