sometimes community is not ur age mates: mine looks like the kids I teach, my 40 yo boss/mentor, the 70 something woman I walk a dog for, the grandma who works at the dry cleaners, my coworker who is maybe 60 and calls me "Maxie,"
Being a gay child was a test of mental fortitude. I just remember always waking up everyday and subconsciously preparing myself to hear the most painful and soul crushing thing I could imagine that day. Like brace for the inevitable.
dunno who needs to hear this..
but the fact that you can still feel wonder, devotion, gratitude, and love after everything you've been through shows that your spirit is far healthier than you think.
there's times when I want something more, someone more like me
there's times when this dress rehearsal feels incomplete
but you see the colors in me like nobody else
and behind your dark glasses, you're,
you're someone else
I know im psychic asf because ill think I see someone and its not really them, and ten mins later I actually will see them, like now I fully get a visual warning and im just now accepting it.. any thought I have too, if im like I hope this isn't a psychic vision, girl ofc it is
people must understand that one person can be beautiful and kind and funny and smart and hardworking and genuine and and and like I know guys it seems too good to be true but don't worry im also very not normal in the head and perpetually suffering
despite late-stage commercialization, popstars like Zara Larson or tyla are laudable because they integrate their culture authentically into their music, and so Tate, Addison, Sabrina, all fall flat bc when they try to be rooted in this Americana?? imagery its complete false
@intergalactress Thinking about this fact and her relationship to the ocean in her music… like she really just washed up on shore one day as this queen