Maya from BL of edtwt

20 | They/them | Sw: 192.6 lbs | Cw: 103 lbs | Gw: 90 lbs/ 41 kgs | Ugw: 85 lbs / 38kgs | I know I'm fat lol

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

@Bone_guy3000 i don’t have insta but would love to see the crystals!

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

I eat so much tuna it’s so yummy 🤤

I grew up eating it though, it’s very popular in the south

[🪽 @nymphejpg]

i refuse to believe u guys actually like tuna...

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

Guys i’m not failing recovery

im tricking my body, brain, and soul that im recovering so when i eventually come back I loose quicker

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

everyone at this meeting is making fun of me and me specifically and they’re all laughing about me and i know it

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

Fasting till i get to binge at Cici’s i’m so fucking excited

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

ana august ❌
And a large Fry august

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

literally wtf has happened to me

[Maja 🪽 @grrotesq]

has all of edtwt been in a binge cycle lately wtf

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

Life as a Cisgender Girl

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

I’ve been having the urge to SH for so long now like i never went deep so like im sure it’d be fine to do it again

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

I would eat a baby to get my hands on som tabs

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

pov what yr legs look like after loosing 100~lbs

Basically still gross!

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

Been omad’ing like 1000 cals (prolly an overestimate) a night last week and i feel like so so fat. I never eat 2 days in a row and i just feel so fat and huge, but i needed to stop being a bitch :/

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

Yeah this shit didn’t even last the full day gotta fast for a whole week js to see this number again 🫩

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

HIT GW!!!!

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

>500 cal dinner

Was super filling!!!

Goodles Mac : 270
Spring rolls : 156
Guac : 45
Feta : 10~
Cucumber : 15

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

HIT GW!!!!

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

I’m actually in some ring of hell

my entire life if falling apart and i can’t do anything about it anymore

so why even care if i lose my apartment, my boyfriend, my car, my potential job, or my sanity

I’m losing it whether i try or not so why even try?

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

I understand both of the redditors and they understand me more than anyone ever could

[, @asyouplotted]

@LegoRacers2 Really sad stuff tbh

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

I literally had the best poo of my life this morning #edrtwt needs to get on multigrain rice

(I didn’t eat the entire batch this is my meal prep version)

[Maya from BL of edtwt @MayaBL4edtwt]

I don’t count macros I don’t count steps I don’t count calories

I FAST and if i don’t lose weight i keep FASTING